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A Wonderful World. Content Warning.
Sitting on a chair in a dimly lit room, I feel sick. My body feels cold and nauseous, and the room feels suffocating and eerie. My drooping face feels heavy as I stare at this colorless world before me. I wonder if this place is haunted or if I'm the one haunting it. Is this how the world is, or is it just me who sees the world like this? -"Gouge out your eyes."- I drink more of the faucet water at the dining room table, but I still feel sick, like it just goes into an empty abyss. I don't realize it, but I've been staring at the glass for about 5 minutes now. I love letting my mind wander into meaningless things -"cut your stomach open"- I want my thoughts to become still like the water in the glass, and for a while, it works. I am blank, but eventually, I remove my eyes from the clear, still water and look at my hands to verify if I'm still here. -"Scar your face till you can't recognize yourself."- As I'm staring at my hand and rubbing my fingers together to keep myself present, I see a little spider in my peripheral vision - "Blow your brains out; make sure it's all gone"- I don't kill the little spider I find it mesmerizing it reminds me of the beauty and wonder in this world. "Not enough." I put my hand out in front of it and let it crawl onto my hand, and I wondered what its world was like. What a wonderful world, I can’t help but cherish all the life in it. I feel I have so much love to give. -"Cut your arms."- I love what I don’t understand. -"Tear your skin off, rip it off, rip it off."- I pretend they're not there. I pretend to be distracted. -"Punish yourself, it's not enough, it's never enough, not even death will satisfy"-
By CotardDelusionz2 years ago in Horror
No Answer
The dead walk me like a dog. Attached to me is rusty barbed wire wrapped around each one of my limbs and my neck. For each limb, one of them holds the other end of the wire, and together they walk me like a dog. They're taking me nowhere; we've been walking in an endless tunnel of darkness for a long time. It sounds like our footsteps echo a hundred times over. The darkness is so thick I can't see anything beyond us. It's disorientating, like being lost in space. I never know where my next step will take me. Will I fall into a deep hole? Will I trip into a pile of corpses? I don’t know, and I hate that I don’t. It’s so cold I can see my own breath when I exhale, and the barbed wire feels like sharp icicles stabbing me. I feel like I will drop dead anytime now from Hypothermia.
By CotardDelusionz3 years ago in Horror
